Casual Harangues

Success, et al

Well, here we are again.  But this time: I have a girlfriend.  Yeah, what now. Hmmmmm? What.... now?

-Revan

wow....how long has it been?

It has been... probably nearly 2 years, if not more, since the last time i posted....

 But, for now I am back, and at the moment without much to say.  My fingers are going number from an insane amount of typing recently, and as of now I am posting just to notify you all that I am still alive Cool

 More posts coming from me, i hope
-Axiom

Poem #7 Unsinkable

Unsinkable

I launched her out to sea that day

It was to be voyage like any other

The waters were calm

The wind did not disturb
But the shore was soon too far

And no other ships dotted the sea

I grew weary at this

And split into two

Captain and first mate

We entered chilled waters

Jagged peaks rose up among us

But the captain did not fear

“We can scratch them” he said
The first mate recalled

“We never have before”

“Shut up” the captain said

“It’s different this time”

“I know what you’re doing”

The first mate said

“But we are not yet over the horizon

We can still make it back”
“Shut up!” the captain bit back

“Who’s in charge here?”

To this the wind and the rain replied

And chilled his bones

To such a degree

He could barely turn the yoke

The rain flooded the deck

The waves shoved at the sides

The wind strained the mast

The ice taunted them all

The ship lurched into a berg’s path

The captain cried out

But the first mate held faith

“Even now we can resist”
“No” the captain said

“No no no!!!

There is no hope here!

I will end this now!”

And he pointed the bow

At a wall of ice

The captain screamed upon impact

But the first mate was silent

The hull splintered all at once

Captain and first mate again became one

When they crashed into the sea

There I was again

Floating there

Again

In the frigid water

Again

I sighed

-Revan

Reload

Alright, I'm back, and I re-enabled comments.  Not much point of a blog without 'em.  I think I can handle the negative comments, but if you post one, prepare to be ignored.  I'm a pretty stubborn guy, and I'm not gonna believe in global warming etc. no matter what you write.  The rest of the media (and the university and....) didn't convince me; you won't either.  So take a hint.

Stuff has happened I'd like to post about, but it is the week of final exams so it'll have to wait.  I've got one tomorrow and three Tuesday.  My guess is this is gonna be the worst semester in my history, grade-wise.  Ugh.

-Revan

Freaking Ridiculous

Oh look, it's an Imus post.

I'd like to ask just what is wrong with what Imus said.  I mean really.  People are called hos all the time, and while it might not be a nice thing to say, there's nothing racial about that.  As for nappy hair, well, unless you have a vendetta against that word, it fits the bill.  I looked it up.  Seems to be a pretty accurate adjective. 

Obama said this about it: “He didn’t just cross the line,”  “He fed into some of the worst stereotypes that my two young daughters are having to deal with today in America.”

Now just where did those stereotypes come from, Mr. Obama?  And just how are your daughters going to have to deal with them anyway when Al Sharpton puts to death anyone who insults a black person?

I invite everyone to read this article: http://www.newsday.com/news/nationworld/nati on/ny-sppow0412" title="http://www.newsday.com/news/nationworld/nati on/ny-sppow0412" target="_blank"http://www.newsday.com/news/n...,0,5683502.column

-Revan

Short Story No. 4 Adventures of the Dying Man

Now, I know I sound insane in the last few posts (I still spoke the truth, but with insanity on the side), and this probably is not going to change your mind about me.  At first glance it is a very depressing story, but if you know the meaning behind it, it really isn't.  Without further adieu...

Adventures of the Dying Man

     & nbsp;   &n bsp;  He awoke with his head in two places at once: in his hands and also where it ought to be.  The head in the proper place, where the mind was, was filled with shock.  The head in his hands held no thoughts whatever, but was testament to the shock in the other.  In an attempt to gain comprehension, he let the shock fall way and turned to his surroundings.  There was the ground, where it should be.  There were his hands, still holding the head.  There was the gurgling brook advancing before him, coming from somewhere indeterminate.  He strained, and he could see it was forming a lake.  It was a majestic lake, filled with all the beauty and life he had ever known.  It was taking these and gathering them all in one place, so that all could see.  See they did, for he was aware of them and the ever-growing crowd they formed.  Gesture and gawk at the lake they also did, and stared in awe at the one who had created the brook that had formed the lake.  That one had spoken to him.  That one had posed a simple question, and he had answered with a word.  This word had revealed the beauty of the lake, and that is how the one knew to create it.  That one had responded to this word with another word, although the one did so with sealed lips.  He had had a feeling he knew the response the one would give before it was given, but that had not prevented the shock from filling his head.  He had nothing left to say to that one, and, that one, nothing left to say to him.

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   There was a place he would like to be, and that place was not near the lake.  He craned his neck in an effort to see this place, but he could not see that far.  It was no matter—the flowing of the brook would lead him there anyway.  He needed only to follow it.  As it rushed by, he plunged his fingers in and let it swirl around them.  He traced the brook to its source, but when he found it, he discovered it was beginning to dry up.  He turned back to look at the lake.  It was true.  The lake was as large as it was going to be.  There was no more beauty or life that could be given to it.  It had already taken it all.  He turned back to the source.  From this source streamed something new to him but not to the earth.  From this source gushed death.  The death hit him in the face and knocked him down.  The death poured into his nose and his mouth and his lungs.  From there the death permeated his arteries, which carried the death along his body.  When the death realized it saturated his whole body, it commanded of him, “Be still.”  He could only obey, and he was taken from the world.  That one dying man could only stand there beside him and wonder at the beauty of the lake.

-Revan

Haha, form the looks of the last post it appears I'm going CRAAAAA-zy.

I don't even remember when I posted that.  What was it, two days ago?  A lot can change in two days.  New strategies.  I'm trying to ignore the roomate; that seems like the best way to deal with him.  Sometimes it's hard though, like when he's standing behind me at my computer watching everything I do.  It is times like these when I want to punch him in the face.  But I am working on ignoring him.

I disabled comments in the blog.  I know, even I am wondering what the point of a blog is if no one can comment, but there you have it.  The problem has equal parts to do with anger and a sort of apathy.  On the one hand, if someone agrees with me, that is nice, but it is far outweighed by people who disagree.  You see, I am barraged at all times (seemingly) by viewpoints opposing mine, and it pisses me off.  I'd like a forum where I can just state my ideas unopposed.  More on the anger thing: the way I used to deal with anger is eventually I'd just forget/forgive whatever it was I was angry at.  I.E. the anger would just fade away with time.  But here and now there is just too much to be angry at and with there is just not enough time for it to fade away.  So that is a problem.

I've also noticed that since I've long since adopted a policy of not caring what others think with regards to myself, that I should really get to actually, you know, not caring what others think with regards to myself.  Like relationships for instance.  I don't really need one.  There's no one who stands out really.  And yet I feel sad about not being in a relationship.  And that's stupid.  To be sad about it I mean.  So I've decided that A) I'm not getting into a relationship with anyone, I'm not going to entertain the idea, and I'm not going to even think of it as a possibility at all, unless someone comes along that I actually genuinely like and B) not to be sad about it.  So what if others have relationships? I just don't need it.

I'm considering taking the blog local--making it a diary on my laptop that only I can see.  When it was starting out it was more geared to entertain others but now it is more personal and I don't even want comments anymore so I guess the diary thing is a good idea.  Maybe if I have stories or poems or something I'll post them here.  I dunno.  Having a diary seems kinda weird.  Who am I writing to? Myself?  Well w/e.

-Revan

Orange trees = retarded

Everyone always says "college is the best years of your life."  Well that's great for them.  Because if this first year of college is any indication, it SUCKS.  College has taken me off my throne.  I used to be on top of the world, and now I don't even know what the hell is going on.  For heaven's sake, I took caculus II just last year; I'm taking it again now, and I don't recognize it at ALL.  And then there's my life--where the hell is it going?  Nowhere, apparently.  I don't know what I want to do with myself or how.  Oh, and I don't have any friends here.  Not really.  So that sucks.

 New paragraph!  Take today, for instance.  I was really depressed in class.  REALLY depressed.  But then I got back to my room and in a few hours I was really HAPPY.  And I don't know WHY.  Now I am depressed again.  It doesn't help that it's all so liberal everywhere you look here.  Yeah. What now.  I'm so depressed, but that does not mean I can not keep complaining about that.  I mean, why does everyone get so gosh darn STUPID once they arrive at college?  There is this thing they are pushing,  I would say it is a liberal idea because it is retarded and they want to take my money for it.  They want to plant orange trees on campus so students can "grab a snack on the way to class."  Now I am no expert on orange trees, but I am guessing they do not each produce HUNDREDS OF ORANGES PER DAY.  Not to mention it would be unsanitary.  Unless you added pesticides, but then half the student body would get up in arms about that, which is pretty darned funny when you think about it.

"On the average, a 'Washington Navel' orange tree may bear approximately 100 fruits in a season."

There we go.  A SEASON.  Maybe it's a different orange tree though. But that wouldn't keep it from being SUPREMELY RETARDED.

Liberal liberal liberal.  It's freaking everywhere and it's pissing me off.   Leave me alone people.  I don't want to HEAR IT.

-Revan, of course.  Who else? WHO ELSE I SAY

The Fuchsia Ones Are The Best

This is what people keep telling me:

"Look Daddy, look!  I disproved Christianity!"

This is my response:

"That's great, kid.  Go back to eating crayons."

-Revan

If you want a non-jaded look at this topic, you may wish to read Pastordave's post.

My Other Half (so to speak)

It’s been nice posting here on the blog, but something is missing.  Axiom is missing.  Remember him? Mr. I-Like-To-See-Girls-Kissi ng-On-Film?  Well, whatever happened to that guy?


Well, I told him I’ve been posting on the blog again, but it does not interest him I guess.  What’s happening in his life..let’s see…la la la.  Okay he is still going to college, unlike a lot of people I know who have given up and gone home.  One of them is actually better off for it, I hear.  I will post about him later. 

Right, so Axiom’s in college and wants to be a web designer.  He knows the degree he wants, the professional certification, etc.  He wants also to host a lingerie party sometime in the future.  He says girls will actually come to it.  Axiom dreams big.  That is for sure.

Axiom also plans on attending his high school’s prom this year.  I am against this, because he is after all in college.  Prom is for high schoolers only in my opinion.  It is weird, because when he was trying to talk me into going to my prom last year, his big reasoning was that prom is a huge cornerstone of your life; it is so important; blah, blah, blah.  Now of course he says it’s just hanging out with his friends, and why would I want to keep him from doing that, he asks?  Because it’s not for him, that’s why.  Once you are gone from high school, I think you should move on.  Keep in mind, this guy was prom king, so it’s not like he missed anything the first time around.  What do you people think about going to prom after you’ve graduated?

-Revan